I had an ultrasound on 11/11/13. Both John and Judi went with me. It’s taken me a while to write about this scan because the experience was upsetting and because I wasn’t happy with the findings and needed time to process both issues. (Oh yes, then there were the holidays, some travel, and then another health development…)
The procedure itself was upsetting because I felt the radiologic technologist violated professional boundaries with her comments and questions. I’m over that now, but it took a lot of journaling and conversations with Judi and John to calm down.
After all, what really matters is what the R.T. found out and the radiologist on call verified:
Tumor #1 (The Fish), is now 37x27x33 mm (from June’s MRI measurement of 28x27x34 mm). It looks more like a star than a fish now. This is the ductile tumor.
Tumor #2 (The Ghost), has also changed shape. It’s almost completely spherical, and it’s 15 mm (from 9x8x11 in June). It’s rounder than it’s earlier shape. Up until this ultrasound, it had been stable in size and shape. I wonder if the ghost busting got this lobular tumor to budge.
Tumor enlargement comes before the healing crisis, so I remained confident that I was on track for the cancer clearing phase of treatment. There’s a pulse quality on the right wrist that indicates metastasis, and neither Brendan nor I have detected this quality.
When she called to follow up on this ultrasound, Kari (my surgeon) told me that she was worried about me but would continue to support my treatment plan. I reminded her that Tumor #1 started out at 33 mm, so the net growth from March 2012 to November 2013 is approximately 4 mm. Tumor #2 was 14 mm in March 2012 and is now only 1 mm larger. We agreed that, given the slow growth overall, I could skip the March 2014 ultrasound and not measure again until the annual MRI in June, especially since my lymph nodes were still clear at the 2013 MRI.
In the meantime, I needed to deal with some persistent low back pain.